ALEVEL RESULTS :)

wow its been exactly a year since my last blogpost considering the previous one was on results day too. how fast time flies..

Cant believe i actually got 3h2 A's ..
past few years been watching seniors going up shaking ms lai's hand and always hoped that one day i could be going up too
but after alvls i thought that hope would be gone when i flunked my maths paper so badly.. i mean, minus 50marks for paper1 and 20 for paper2, how could i hope for an A for maths :/
BUT when my name appeared on screen ytd, shockofmylife.
gotta thank the Lord for this miracle.
dont know how i did it but i actually got them :)
although was disappointing that my gp got a C when ive always had good grades for gp,
the 3h2 A's blessing was more than enough to make up for my slight disappointment :)

my parents were elated as well upon hearing my results and were proud of me :)
glad i didnt disappoint them
well, i guess this road is finally over
no more college life forever.
gotta look forward to uni already

and i'm still clueless as to what i'll be doing in uni
dont know which courses to apply for and which school
hope that i choose the right one eventually and make no regrets
hate regrets, they weigh down on me so much
and ive had so many over the years
hope the future is brighter and less regretful :)
here's to my future and all the best James !

release of alvl results today.
wow it was so nervewrecking even i could feel it.
i cant imagine my feelings next year. wonder what they would be
i really wanna do well
seeing so many do well, i wanna be like them
and seeing so many cry, i dont wanna end up like them
for if i were to cry, i want to cry out tears of joy
gonna work hard
gonna work smart

got D for my MT.
hahs so glad i passed.
its like, finally its over ! :)
no more chinese. ever.
hehe.

tmrs road race.
hope i run under top 100 :) hopefully top 60 :D
early night tonight to rest for tmr.

this marks the end of a hysterical day

its the eve of the eve of christmas
wow, it seems as though special holidays like this gets more mundane year by year
i still remember years ago when i was a kid
i used to look forward to christmas so much
and was all hyped up
with the christmas decorations around the house and the christmas tree
me and my brothers would wait up on christmas eve, just waiting to tear open our christmas presents under the tree
now all that seems to be nothing but a memory, for now,
we have all grown up
does growing up mean that all of this special traditions will be lost?
its great to be a child
living in fantasies and enjoying life itself
i so hope for a special christmas some year down the road

adding to my bucket list: spending christmas in manhattan :)

wish that this year's christmas will be something special too :)
Feliz Navidad :)

this years coming to an end pretty soon..
promos over, alvl mt over, submission of wr is over, op is tmr..
this year went by very quickly, and i dint experience as much as what i thought i would have
my grades are okay, S for physics , C for maths, D for econs, A for chemistry, B for gp
kinda satisfied except that im scared of physics, what am i gonna do now
im gonna have to work hard to improve my physics, but that would mean some work during the holidays, but i highly think that wont be possible :/

got me thinking about my future after promos,
i wanted to take animation course at ntu
but i realised i cant do the portfolio
im sure that i would hand in a lower quality 1 compared to all those poly grads
im scared, scared that i wont have a place to go to after jc
was this the right choice
i just hope alls well that ends well
and that an opportunity comes knocking on my door

i got into ogl
cant wait for orientation
all over again
reliving the experience that i felt at the start of this year
time flies really
gotta appreciate what we have
even the stuff that we dont like
and the stuff that we like
am i gonna make a move or not

watched finish season 3 of how i met your mother
on to season 4
really great comedy series
its like, friends
comparable to anyway
gives a heartwarming feeling
how awesome it would be to have such friends
living in manhattan
living such exciting lives
i wonder how my future adult life would be like
it would be great to have some really close friends
by my side all the way
i dont wanna lose my friends due to time



hope everything turns out for the better :)

nice short clip that left me pondering..



vbeen busy during this september holidays studying for my promos..
cant wait till its over yeah :/
2nd last big obstacle to overcome before A's.

im wondering about my future
where does it lie
taking animation in ntu
gosh i dont even know where to start on my portfolio then
need some help

i wanna work in pixar. yeh ~

suddenly felt that i had to post my thoughts.
suddenly got quite emo.
suddenly thought about my future, and life.
what life after school would be. afterall, i am at one of the final stage of school life.
afterwhich, there wouldnt be school life anymore. i wonder how it would be like.
im sure that school would be the best period in my life.
im gonna miss the friends i make, the things we did, everything..
thats just life, it moves on. and we have to too.
but it just makes me so sad, that we cant return the to past and relive our memories
all the fun i had, the tears that flowed and the experiences that i went through.

TREASURE. 1 big word
really wanna treasure what i have in jc now.
dont wanna regret anything.
i want to make it a great experience, something that i can look upon when i pass out of school life.
it will surely make me sad when i reminisce about my school life when im older, but nothing can be done about it. it would be even more sad if i didnt have a great experience.
hence, i wanna make it a great one. an awesome one.
im going to do well in my academics and cca, and venture new grounds and experience new adventures, broaden my perspectives and horizon. i wanna live this 1 life i have to the fullest.